Last night in Barcelona, Madrid, Lisbon

Damn! I had not realized how long it had been since I had posted on this thing, Anyways, my last night in barcelona was not the best, I decided to go out late, it was around 3 am (thx god that the metro began to ran 24 hr that day). I went to plaza de universidad and I was trying to find this gay bar called, something or other i forgot. So i walk around and see nothing....a bunch of gay bars but not the one i am looking for. I get into this last one and then what do u know....its a bear's bar!!!!! My luck! I always end up in those. Surprisingly however this was not that bad, the music was good and the people were not really bears in the true sense of the word. After a couple of drinks and talking to a few people I decided to go back home! I had a train to catch at 7 30 in the morning and I had to pack. I got home, rushing, I packed and by 6 20 I was out the door. I walked to the metro station that would take me to the train station. I had talked about the park in sagrada familia before--the cruising spot for fags. Well, I had been there before and nothing really happened, like there werent that many people, little did i Know that people start to get there at 6 am !!!!!!! Sooo i am walking around looking like a mule carrying all my luggage and I notice a lot of people i the park at 6 20 am!!! (the metro is on the corner of the park). Sooo then I get tempted and i amlike ohhh I wanna watch!!! So i decided to leave all my luggage behind a bush and since its dark I figured it would blend in--except for my colorful striped bag! So i leave all my shit there, including my cumputer!!!!! my passport and everything behind the bush and I go inside. A bunch of people jacking off and doing circle jerks...some queen was sitting in a rock sucking off like 5 people!!! Then I make out with this guy and that was nice...an then i wanted to blow him and he tells me that he is more of a bottom !!!! UGHHHHHHH So that killed everythinggg....and then I start thinking "WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?!? I HAVE BEEN ROBBED BEFORE I NEED TO GET MY FUCKING LUGGAGE FROM THE BUSH AND LEAVE!!!!!!!!!!" So i got them, they were all muddy cus the night before it had rained and I leave for the train station. I took the train and got to madrid just fine.

I get to madrid and of course I loved it!!! I love that city!!! I had a great time in Madrid, I saw tons and I went out almost everynight and drank a lot too. Stephanie F. was a great companion and a great drinking buddy, I found my favorite mixed drink...caipirina! and cant wait to have it again. I didnt go out to any gay bar, I just didnt!!! Steph and I tried too but I was so drunk and tired that we ended up stuffing our faces at a falafel place! The last night we went to Palacio, we danced we drank and we had a great time!Unfortunatkey I had to leave early (at 4 am ) cus i had a flight to catch at 7 20 and I had to pack...for some reason i always get early flights that i always end up hating! Madrid was low for sex!!! THOOOOOOO...i did see many people going at it. The first encounter was at a park where they have an egyptian temple given to spain by egypt!! (random). I was coming down some steps and i see a bunch of mentally challenged people playing around with their care takers....i keep walking and this mentally challenged guy is taking a shit in the lawn...he then stands u with his underware around his knees and his caretakr begins to wipe his ass!! Now, this is not behind a bush...this is in the lawn right next to the walk way The fact that he is taking a shit isnt the best part of it...his dick is!!! IT WAS HUGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! AND FAAAAAAAAAT AND CUT!! I swear to u ...it was asleep and it was hanging down like his 3rd foot!!! It literally came down like 8 inches from his crotch!!!! HUGEEEEE AND FAT !!! LOL why are mentally challenged guys hung??? can some1 explain?

Since I did not have internet I had to use an internet cafe down the street from me...so I go one time it was around 8 pm and i am just checking emails and then i look at a corner that is directly opposite me an i notice this 15 yr old boy looking at anime porn and masturbating. Atleast I think he was masturbating cus his right arm sure moved quickly. He also kept looking from side to side to see if any was coming...i guess he couldnt see me cus he kept going at it,..BUT TO ANIME PORN ??? AND IN AN INTERNET CAFE?!!!!! Then I went to parque del retiro...this gorgeous park behind el PRADO. I walk around see everything there is to see and i sit down in a bench to relax and enjoy mother nature. Across from me there r 2 men siting down...i can see one perfectly but the second one i ony see his arm cus there is a tree covering him. I notice they are talking and then the guys arm moves to the others crotch!! I was like ummm is it just me or is he jacking him off?????? He then bends forward and sucks him off then the guy stnds up and the other sucks him off as if nothing...I took a pic of it if u all want to see...its not that great cus i was far from them but u can tell whats going on!!!!!! Then later that night I tell the story to some people and they tell me that in fact that park is the cruising spor for gay men !!! Why do these things follow me???

Whatever....going back...i pack and I fly to lisbon...i was drunk and with no sleep so I was dead tired...i past out as soon as i sat down and then i woke up and there we were in Lisbon!! i got a bus to the center of town tho it wa raining heavily and i also fell asleep in the bus. I even drueled a bit an i woke up and this mad had a face of disgust just looking at me! I got to Marques de Pombal avenue and didnt know where the fuck to go to...i had no hostel no nothing. I check on my guide and they list a few places I call one and they do have a room available. I go over and i try to take a nap...by that point i wasnt sleepy anymore!!! tHE PLACE WAS AMAZING...IT HAD A TERRACE overlooking the city, it was underneath the castelo st jorge and it was just dreamy. I had to leave saturday cus they didnt have any rooms for me after friday!!! NOW i am at a gay hostel..and i didnt even know it was!! I arrived and there are nude pics of people showering all around the walls..gay flags in the lobby etc etc. Apparently i have 1 of the 2 rooms with a balcony leading to the garden....people shower there...and i saw 2 men shower in the garden and 2 lesbians play poker...what more can i ask for!!!??

Barcelona finally

After my fiasco trying to get out of Sevilla I finally made my way to Barcelona in a plane. The trip was 2 hrs delayed and then when we finally got to Barcelona the fucking luggage never came out for like an hr. I did not get out of the airport till 1 30 am and by then the Metro was not working, so I had to take the bus and then a fucking taxi, and since I did not have enough money I did not know whether or not I would have enough!!! Anyways, Friday morning the fucking UPS man called me and told me that the package my mom had sent me was in Barcelona but it was not going to be delivered till Monday and if I wanted to pick it up earlier I would had to pick it up myself--so that is what I did. I got lost! it was outside of Barcelona and it was in some random factory place. The people around there kept telling me to go in different directions...so I would go up, then down, then back, then forward...took me an hr to find it--5 minutes before it was closing for siesta! The worst thing was that it was raining so I got soaking fucking wet. But yes finally I got my fucking cards...i activated them and then I was happy. Then I went to eat and the fucking cards were not working...it seems cus I was trying to use it in Spain for the first time ever my accounts had been frozen for security reasons. I went to sit a while in front of teh sagrada familia...I knew it was a cruisy park--at night--I did not think it was one during the day....especially when it was raining. I sat there cus I had to wait for my friend to get home cus I did not have keys and also I was waiting for my cards to reactivate.

So i am sitting there minding my own business and this bitch appraoches me asking me for a signature. I see that its a petition for the building of a center for death and mute people--- i THINK ITS GREAt so i give my signature tho I tell her that I do not live in Barcelona which she claims not to matter...then she asks me for money and I say that i dont have any and she gets pissed off!!! and then bitches at me for signing....then a man sits next to me and says "thats the way they steal money from tourist....they aint really working for no center" sickkkk people have no morals now. So now I am paranoid and I change benches.....then I notice the man looking at me and rubbing his cock...sickkkk then I start to stick my toungue out...I HAVE A LIZZARD COMPLEX....and then I move back to his bench...I begin to touch his cock and he starts to massage my back...a couple was sitting in a bench to our right eating cheese and bread and a group of people are on our left taking pics of the sagrada familia. Then the man tells me that he wants milk in my lips and that we should go somewhere where there are less people. I say no that I am actually waiting for someone. He then wants to stick his hand down my pants...so I sit sideways and he begins to try to finger my asshole.....it was easy cus I had no underware on ...i hadn't worn underware for like 3 days cus I had no clean underware or clean anything...I had not done laundry since Prague. It was actually weird cus he couldnt get to my asshole cus my asshole isnt at my side and since we had to pretend we were just sitting there...it was kind of an awkward arrangement...especially cus he put my scarf on his arm in order to cover it. So I leave and then he starts to follow me...i speed up and take another street---i didnt know if he wanted to fuck or steal from me!!!

Today I decided that It was time for me to leave Barcelona so I went to the train station and got a ticket. I also went to a cruisy toilet right near the ticket center. I went in had an eye contact with a guy but didnt think twice about it...i also had to go back cus I was supposed to have lunh with the people I am staying with....marcello and fer! So i go down to the metro and get a ticket--then I notice the guy from the bathroom there. I go in and I look back and he tells me to come back to him--so I do. I go back and he tells me if i had a place. I say no I live with my mother! and he says lets do something in the bathroom so i was like sure! So we go back up and he tells me to get in the invalid bathroom cus thats the only one that closes completely...I get in an after like 20 seconds he follows....then i sucked him off and he came very quickly!!! ughhhhhh and that was that. Then went to a mexican restaurant and Fer ran away cus he got diarrhea...u know us bottoms we got sensitive stomachs!!! We did have great lunch convo which involved him getting fucked by 21 men last week ! and how he was gonna do coke tonight and get fucked by t his man named guille! and how his dick was like 25 cm which he tells me its like 10 inches or 11 inches. We go back to the apt and apparently Fer had another guy coming over...so he locks me and Marcello in Marcellos room and then Marcellos bf came and us 3 were locked in the room...it was a bit uncomfortable for me cus i was sitting there and they were all over each other. Now I need to go out...somewhere--anywhere!!! cus Fer is getting fucked, marce and his bf are fucking in their bedroom and I am in the living room chatting and posting a blog. I hate going out alone especially to a club but what can i do ....i feel weird here. Tomorrow--MADRID!

Seville´s Train station

My trip back to Barcelona was supposed to be a smooth one. I was supposed to get to Sevilla´s train station, buy my ticket, and take the TRAINHOTEL to Barcelona. Of course, my trips are never smooth---I even have problems getting to Virginia sometimes. I get to the Sevilla stationa and the last train to leave for Barcelona, the overnight one, is packed to capacity. I am told I have to wait till Tuesday (today) and see if my trip would be possible. I no longer had a hotel or a place to stay at and I had practically no cash, except for the money I was going to use to buy the ticket. So I decided to stay thw hole night at the station and just wait for the morning to buy my ticket. I stay there and then at like 12 30 am they close the fucking station. They kick me out and I am left to wonder the streets of Sevilla with the luggage I had with me. I go outside and try to catch a taxi to nowhere cus I did not have a place to go...and of ocurse no taxis pass by. The train station opens at 4 30 am again so I decided to sit outside and just wait for it to open. I was already imagining being killed by a fellow homeless or having my money and laptop stolen. Fortunately nothing happened, tho laying on that hard floor for 4 hrs isnt a fun thing to do. So i go back into the station at 4 30 when they finally open the station and at 6 am when they open the ticket counter they tell me that Barcelona is all taken...no room in any of the 4 trains that leave for Barcelona. There are no more trains for tomorrow either--apparently Barcelona is all boked for 4 days!!! So the train option is out. I finally got Lizzie to buy me a ticket with her card and and I am supposed to leave on Thursday....on a PLANE!!!! ughhhhhhhh not having ur cards in a foreign country sucks asshole!!!!!!!!!! thank god the card is in the mail!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The most interesting part of the night was the bathroom. I didnt know it and I just happened to have found it out by mistake. I was about to leave the station but then I had to pee. I go in the bathroom and there are a couple of men giving each other werid looks. The voice of experience tells me that the Sevilla bathroom is a hook up site....that and the drawings of cocks and assholes on the stalls. Since my honors thesis will be on cruising spots I decide to start my fieldwork. There is a line of men jacking off in their individual stalls like if this was not a public place. The last 2 go into one of the close stalls and I guess they had sex. Theres a man, opf about 33 yr of age and he keeps looking at me. He has a nerdy look to him--but a cute/clean look to him. I look at him and notice he has a cane!!! So we look at each other a couple of times more and we walk in and out of the bathroom and then I go into one of the close stalls and he goes in with me. HAHAHAHAHA he had such a nice dick....so we touched each other and I blew him for a few...I would have continued but he forgot to lock the door and some1 opened it in the middle of it. I just heard some1 surprised expression and then the door locked again...the man did not care he wanted to continue...I sort of freaked out and basically threw him out of the stall...then he began to knock on my door like a mad man--HE HAD FORGOTTEN HIS CANE!!!!!!! so i just threw it from under the door lol !!!Thats how i spent the hours at the train station actually...except for the times that it was close....this morning this really cute young guy was there jacking off !!!! I really wanted to do something more than just watch but he said he only liked to watch other pèople masturbate...LAMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Then this other man that him and I ha an eye game for about 2 hrs!!!! he didnt wanan do anything in the bathroom...so we went outside to the place where they put the garbage and I sucked him off there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank God we were not in the states....all that going in and out and all those weird actions would have been suspicious and they would have prob thought I had a bomb hiding in my sphincter!

The end of Sevilla--back to barcelona and a certain some1 named Eric Evans!

Sevilla has been pretty tame when it comes to crazy adventures or promiscuity. It was Holy week so I was not expecting some crazy o rgy around a cross--tho u never know! The star of my trip has been the guy I am staying with....he is this gay 34 yr old man that is into asians. He met a Filipino on Thursday and since no1 was in the house he decided to fuck in the living room....he doesnt know this butttt when I got home at 5 am I saw him getting hiss ass eaten !!! I would have stayed watching but it was really dark and I was very tired and cold so I just decided to go to up to bed. I did, however, made us of my oral skills with some1 in the streets. Sevilla is great--full of narrow streets that lead no nowhere and great little places for a quickie!!! It was a true quickie!!! but a much needed one none the less. I also saw a couple taking a shit together behind a car but thats another story! Lizzie and I got into a lesbian bar to drink mojitos---worst mojitos ever---dont ever go there its right off reyes catolicos on the burger king side!!! Everyone there was a big dyke!!! so we drank our drinks and left cus i mean what the hell were we gonna find there? So my bar experience in sevilla has been limited to a Bears Bar and a lesbian bar!! some1 told me they had dark rooms here....damn !

I need to go bqck to barcelona and stay with my friend again. My mom is sending me the bank card and I need to wait for it. I know it sounds crazy but I dont wanna return to barcelona...but I guess I have to !!! This time, however, I will make sure I enjoy the other aspect of the city. Soooo, this morning I get a facebook email saying the following:

From: Eric Evans
To: Freddy J Gonzalez
Subject:
Message: im sorry man i had to ban you permanently from our group "I'd fuck the caf" because of your outlandish behavior and foul language. You make us sick.


WHAT THE FUCK?? WHO IS THIS KID ? SHOULD I KNOW HIM ? and where does he get that conclusion from...if he gets it from my postings on facebook and my blog he still has a lot to see and experience cus next semester I will make sure we meet and that the sickness I cause him will be increased !!!!!!!!!!!!!

The end of Barcelona, the start of Sevilla--"Damn you Colonel Sanders!! Damn You!!"

Ok, so Barcelona is an amazing city lalala but I shouldn't have stayed for a whole week there--but it was a free stay so what the hell, i should not complaint. I ended up having oral sex with my friend that night and then that was that. Then one night I came home and he was getting fucked by this really cute guy! I left the house shorthly after--i just checked my mail and i heard them have sex and then went to KFC. I had some amazing chicken (yes!!!, chicken does taste like chicken here and potatoes like actual potatoes, not plastic with fake flavor like in the states). Then I went on a cock hunt. I got to this place there were a few guys around hanging out and what not then I saw this man touching his crotch. I knew I didn't really want anal cus I wanted to take a shit! The chicken gave me the runs--or the 6 jalapenos I ate, I dunno. I only wanted oral! So I walk around see some man getting head by this trannie and then I encounter the guy that was touching his dick earlier on. So we look at each other a couple of times then he approached and touches my crotch and my ass. We pull our pants down and begind to jerk each other...I DO HATE THIS! I MEAN WHAT AM I 12???? I am over the exploring I AM READY FOR THE CONQUERING!!! So I kneel down and give him head...with my luck the man ended up having premature ejaculation....cus he was telling me to stop every now and then saying he was about to cum...so he turns me around (I knew this was a bad idea) and he begins to finger me...But i hate fingering i mean some people are just too damn rough and a nail isnt soft !!! So he put on a condon and he wants to fuck me ...i dont really want to but what the hell...so He puts it in fucks me for like a second and then pulls out...unfortunately Colonel Sanders came out a bit !! and it was a soiled experienced....not a lot!!! a bit! So thank you Colonel !!!!

That night I wet back home I packed and left for the airport. I arrived in Sevilla and the man that I am staying with is a big gay man that works for the electric company! I walked around Seville for a bit and then went to mass at the cathedral..i am very pious !!!!! Then i went to some of the processions for palm sunday and it was amazing. I enjoy all these things tho, I love the pagentry and the pomp! I have been doing the same thing for the past 2 days...everywhere u go there is a processions passing by and u cant help but get involved in it. Last night however I wanted to go to bar/club. I ad read about a bar with a dark room and U know how much I like those....so i went on the hunt. I could not find it apparently its closed cus the building that was supposed to be is a doctors office now ?!?! COVERT ?? I DUNNO....so i pass by this bar with a teddy bear non sign on the door....and i see a queen come out...so im like oh lok a gay bar....so i cross the street and try to open it but its close! a few seconds after a man opens the door and lets me in...very cript keeper type! I felt like an underground closet case...they have cameras where they see who is at the door and whn they open it they look around to check the streets..it is not a very welcoming gay city i think. So i walk in and order a drink...every1 there is a bear!!!!! BIG FAT HAIRY BEARED MEN THAT R INTO LEATHR AND MOST INTO FISTING!! the bouncer was fun this 7 foot tall bearded man that was more womanly than i was..he opened his mouth and butterflies came out of it!! He talked in she pronouns and was talking about spanish fans and mantillas!! Then a daddy bear approached me and he said...hello there stud! want a daddy bear tonight...in spanis.........i said no gracias drank my rum and coke and left! I hate that scene it isnt me ...where are the bars with the overly made gay guy wearing all D&G, drinking apple tinys and dancing around to Jump by madonna?!?!?!